so im just not feeling great lately. my friend jessica tells me that my ex juan, cheated on the girl he cheated on me with, and got another girl pregnant. i have half the mind to write him an email explaining how his actions are fucking dumb. it would go like this:
dear fag,
i know its been a long time coming since you wrote me, but hey what a better time to than now. here is a list of congratulations for knocking up some other dumb whore. congratulations!! your a fucking father. oh, speaking of fathers HA surprise!!! YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER!!!!
forgetting you daily :)
i dont have any fucking sympathy for people who like to play the victims. its ridiculous. especially now since were going to a grave site for dustins grandma and i know for a fact that dustins mom marilyn and nick and totally going to over play the situation. not looking forward to it. i think i want french toast for breakfast today. this shit is lame. i hate people ha ha ha. im going to be doing this side job for a company called primerica. they help families invest extra money they already had and move it to a place where they can actually make money off it. i need some music so i can get over this awful wake up call. mika "big girls are beautiful" drinking my coffee with caramel and whip cream i made myself.
my mother got a letter from her mother talking about how its my moms fault. so im going to call barbara and tell her. you know what? its really nice to know that you are laying a guilt trip on my mom so hard core she is not eating right now at all, and your the reason why all this bullshit happend with me and cassy and my mom. ha!! it would be so nice. she would expect me calling her to surprise her with oh hey come into my life. guess what, your the reason why my mom beat me. your the reason why we lived the way we did you fucking loser. it would be nice to do that. probably wont do it. i dont know. i kind of like seeing barbara fuck with my mom. in like a twisted way. god note to self do not act like the victim. if shit hits the fan embrace it and move on.
god i will not be tempted to continue to just feel FUCKING SORRY FOR MYSELF!! it is around me everywhere!! people here and there feeling sorry for themselves all the time. i fucking am sick and tire of it!!!
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