Oh OKAY am I the only one who is sick and tired of trying and trying to lose weight and getting no where? People will tell me all the time, "you look good already you don't need to lose weight." FUCK YOU I DONT NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. HA!! YOU GO AND TRY TELLING SOCIETY I LOOK OK, THEN FIGHT FOR IT LIKE I HAVE AND OTHER FRIENDS I HAVE, HAVE TRIED. 199.9 today.
I fucking am so tired. I am so tired of trying to lose weight. and howie day is not helping my writing situation any at all. ha ha ha.
I am doing atkins day one today. A'ok so dropkick murphys are rocking right now. god i do not want to do anything. i will probably come home and clean house. uggg god i dont want to do anything. my cramps are beating me down. i was supposed to go to a meeting today. yeah didnt go. it was mandatory. fuck im so sick and tired of working too. i just wish i could be lazy and smoke pot all day. those days were fun.
yikes so i started eating carbs this weekend and me and dustin have been doing good. its all in my fucking attitude. when i started on hcg i could tell i was fucking unhappy and getting depressed so fucking bad. i hated that. urrrrggg!!
i was getting so fucking angry. why!!?! i felt like i was turning into his ex. then i was starting to think why are we even together.
im going to start doing tarot card readings on the side so i can get some extra cash. i need to start building clients. ooooo social distortion. its 10:04 and im sitting here typing. im fucking tired and cramping and i have to go to some lady's home to clean her house. i love seeing her but i really am not in the mood to go. fuck me i feel like shit. well here i go again. fuck me i am sticking to atkins its the best thing for me.!!! <3 wish me luck on this road.
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