gerrrrr

just cheated. ::smacks hand:: bad me. tomorrow i will be successful. it made me sick after i cheated. the food was nasty. i see things that make me think i am losing. were just going to consider all these days load days and monday will be nice to be able to look at when i started. i need a job. i need to finish school i need to lose weight. at least one thing i can control right now is the weight loss part!!!
i need more support i think. i think i will walk tomorrow for like 20 minutes. give myself some exercise and get out of the house. we'll see. i know i will have a big blog up tomorrow. ha ha ha oh i know amber is the only one who reads these but hell its helping 2 people. :)