EMOTIONAL EATER HERE LADIES AND GENTS!!!
god i hate that. these last couple of days have been stressful in the sense that my grandpa is in town and my mom and dad want to move to texas. my little sister wants them to stay here and is not ready for the change. she is really sad about it. i lost one pound 199. which is great but when someone mentioned taco bell i was all over that like a freggin' fly in cold cereal. then after that i wanted more!! i wanted french fries from mcdonalds!
arrrgg so i ate them. then this morning i had some horrific stomach pains. constipation is a bitch. drank some coffee took my first dosie of drops and now in about 6 minutes i am going to drink a crap load of water. then im headed to buy my shoes for running today. i also need to pay my gym membership. i hate feeling like if i owe money i cant go. like the library if i owe them money i dont go. LOL. if i pay my gym and get my new pass then i wont be like oh i cant go work out geez. thats another excuse. i really am not interested in running on pavement until i lose more weight. so today is the 18th which means two weeks until the first. 14 days. and i can lose 14 lbs. but the thing is im 199 so that will put me at only 185. you know thats ok. i bought apatrim on ebay the other day i want to try that out now. im downloading a bunch of music for my itunes so i can have amazing music for my work out. i owe my gym 300 bucks HA HA HA i need to stop doing shit like that. i need to be responsible. i got a job at costco so i have steady income. i start on the 25th.
i just bought some clothes and i bought some that are pretty tight so i can just wear them for a few sizes. and i am going to just take my pants in to get resized.
i need to quit smoking too. my foo fighters is almost done downloading shiat yeah!!!!
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