wow so again last night i had some bad urges to eat some sugar. but didnt cave in. for people who dont know what a craving for food is, its like craving a cigarette so bad. its like craving, wanting, its on your mind and the only way to get rid of it is by giving into it.
missing it. your not hungry you just want it so badly. yesterday we went to red lobster and i ate shrimp scampi and crab with steamed broccoli. then i came home and ate some sugar free jello, and aslo was hungry so i ate some cheese, 0 carbs brie which i have been wanting for months now.
so i made a meat patty and also ate some cheese.
im drinking coffee right now and am going to make some breakfast this morning. usual,, eggs, avocado, salsa
i bought this splenda coffee sweetner and its french vanilla flavored.
were going to deer creek so were going to be having a good time with my family. there will be temptation to drink beer and eat snacks i know this. i hate this. this is day three of induction and i wish i had my apatrim. i almost caved last night.  im constipated!! i hate this!!! i actually caved in and weighed myself last night. i weigh the same. :( but i just ate, and it was night, and im constipated. :( so f* it.
that would teach me right???
hopefully people can respect my right to say no. any way gotta go get ready