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oh boy oh boyo! so its in the AM and im just waking up and gonna move around a bit. im drinking some coffee and bloggin away! woot woot. i checked my urine on the ketone strips and i am burning them at a really good rate. i over indulged in my melba toast last night. god i was fantasizing about food again. i wanted a meat ball sandwich on zesty parmasean bread with goooey cheese and extra sauce. ohh man thats aweful. now im back in the mind set where i miss atkins. well already i am noticing that my colar bone is sticking out more.
im hungry a bit right now.but not anything coffee couldnt help. oh my god i love drinking coffee
i did not stray on the diet. i stayed good except for the toast but shit at least its the toast and not beer or something right?? im proud of myself today is day three and i was wanting food so bad again last night. i almost wanted to just go downstairs and eat and gorge on all the chips there and whatever. ooooh its march 20th. april 6th will be 20 days on hcg and i want to go at least 3 weeks on it. 3 weeks is 21 days. so i at least want that.
im expecting to see a stall on the scale today. last night i weighed in at 193.4 but i DRANK SO MUCH FUCKING WATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 liters yesterday im sure. i drank tea and coffee i had some diet soda.
im still expecting to see some progress but not like yesterdays 192.0 i got down that far yesterday afternoon. i was so surprised. so if i see 191.0 i need to be ok with that. i need to understand that it is a 1 lb per day diet not a fucking 4 lbs loss days every day all the time. i will be impatient if i see 192. and or 193. this mean s war ha ha ha.
last night i felt sooooo good i felt like i was having this sense of wholesomeness within me. god damn this coffee is good.
i felt that euphoria for sure. i smoked some weed last night and it hightened my high. i did go to a poker party last night and there was a shit ton of alcohol. i didnt have anything to drink. i was so happy that i didnt feel like i had to have it. i got to go into work. i need to weigh myself. im nervous. i have to poop but it will take a while for the coffee to kick in. AND i havent really moved around a whole bit so i dont know how accurate this is gonna be. i am so proud of myself for sticking true for 2 whole days. it sounds dumb but this is the hardest diet i have ever tried. my aunt is really concerned for me about only having 500 calories. and she has every right to be concerned i agree with her, but she has not read anything on it. all she knows is its 500 calories and a "DRUG" you take.today is day three. i feel good. i only went to bed at 230 am last night i was able to jump out of bed today . i am curious if im still burning ketones.
my face feels hot my body is starting to move around. i love the feeling im getting off this. im not high but its so weird to say. im going to be late to work fuck them.
i was talking to cody last night about it and he is willing to try it still. i text him yesterday about my loss and he was happy for me. he has lost 5 lbs in the last week or so i am so happy for him.

weigh in today is 190.8!!!