day thirteen induction

so my internet is down but im still going to write. today is day thirteen of induction and it is 9/9/10. a thursday :)
so, last night i talked to my cousin chrissy and she shared with me that she knows my mom has a problem. The problem she is talking about is OCD. Obsessive compulsive disorder. And Barbara has it too. Chrissy told me that barbara has bipolar as well and she has reason to believe that my mom has it too. So she suggested that I look into this as well.
If chrissy is right, and there are things to suggest that my mom does have it and i can see this, then i may be a compulsive over eater. and that would make a lot of sense since its ocd and my eating. i wonder what else is in the pot too.
yesterday i didnt run, i just decided to take the day off. so today i want to run fo' sho!!
i am still at 196 which pisses me off because that is me stalling. i cant wait for this water weight to get the fuck off my body. also, i felt so dicouraged last night. i was thinking to myself i should just quit. god i just wanted to quit. so i kept thinking its going to be ok, just keep doing what you have been doing. drink lots of water, maybe i need to cut coffee a bit, and alcohol. leave me to my one cup in the morning and just dont drink alcohol. i think i need to not drink any more either since alcoholism runs in the family i am highly subsceptable to being an alcoholic. im drinking coffee with splenda and a tiny bit.
i need to go get a money order today for 350 and go get a notebook for my class.
i need to go to the health department for my tb shit, then i need to call the insurance company or maybe that can wait until i get my shit in the mail.
laundry and a run, maybe track run while dustin walks the dog.
well i will add more later just needed to get some shit off my shoulders
ttyl