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wow yesterday was really fucking hard on me. this is the worst diet i have ever done. when i say worst i mean it like how my attitude is bad. im mean. im angry!! im negative. i dont like this. but i am sticking to it. god this is really one of the hardest diets i have ever tried.
for one i say anything worth doing is worth the pain attached to it. - they never said weight loss was easy.
im ok not caving in. this is ok for me not to do. im ok with not eating anyones food. just mine.
im not ok with my attitude. im an angry bitch right now. its strange since i have been eating carbs. ketosis is now in as of yesterday and peaked at my weight last night and i was .3 points down. then i have bad breath thanks ketosis. my breasts hurt the worst they have ever hurt. is this common..... lets see...
um... so i just checked the scale. 190.8 today. that means there is a great chance tomorrow i will finally see under 190.  i could see 186 tomorrow as how this is working like 4 lbs a day. that is remarkable. i may not have to stay on this for that long. i know that during the second week weight loss slows down. i have 5 days until the end of the month. im going to stay on this. im very moody right now. i dont know about today though i havent really had to talk to any one yet LOL.
i want to have a good day today. i want to be feeling great! i want the rest of the month to go by like super fast so i can relax and lose this weight. if there are five days left that is 5 more lbs im about to lose. so by the end of the month i can deffinatley see 185-186. i have not seen that weight since march maybe april.
if i see that i will feel so much better about myself. and this diet. im impressed that i was able to get down to 190 faster than i could have on atkins. i mean i feel ok right now. i need a little bit of a boost in confidence.
wow, 190 huh i wasnt expecting this until week 2 its only been a few days!!! and i had gained some weight before!!! i am going to see what this brings me. good luck to me i hope